Scheming at Night, and screaming at mom, threating to leave....

Run away from home and grow to be as evil as me.

We're not able to vet every single script idea everyone has but who did you really write that script for?

You are practicing and hoping the instructor notices because he tends to only notice when you forget a step or when you are being submitted by a lower ranked person because you were busy wondering what the instructor was thinking about how badass you looked.

You need to have the means to make your ideas yourself to the further degree.

If you put in sweat equity then it will match once you finally hit the ring but your first day of training wasn't the first day you hit the ring and if it is then you have a longer way to go, you are subjected to more abuse (as you see it), and it will be harder for you (because you weren't prepared; meaning you lacked a parent, were fat, were skinny, you're stupid, you're too smart, you have information and no practice)

How do I get experience without experience?

By busting your ass, first.

When the employer says, "You need experience" and you trot out the defeated horse statement, "How can I get experience if nobody will hire me?"

You revealed your hand. You already lost no matter how confident you were. Why?

Because that was your fucking response? "What did I do?"

You need to pipe up and tell them what you have done.

They won't hire you as a hammer swinger if you are weak. You are inexperienced. If you roll in with arms like Paul Bunyan, you talk the talk, you cut wood for your dad's farm, and you display some talent that you developed on your own they are more than likely to take a look at you because you stayed busy and took at look at yourself.

There are a lot of washed up, pricks that get to decide your fate when they are the promoter or the casting agent. Not everything is decided on paper and sometimes you need to go in to business for yourself because your skills are great but the only game in town is run by greed and ego.

An example would be watching the local pro wrestling booker demostrate a real hold he would do if someone messed with him, as someone who knows how to pin a man or restain a Judo player, this guy was phony and see-thru. He got by on his ethnicity being mysterious to local people but the guy is as American as you'd like to stereotype Americans as one race and with a southern draw.

It's like when someone assumes a dude can do Kung Fu because he is Asian or Chinese, more specifically. Koreans get TKD, and the Zeros gets Judo, jujutsu, and karate. (to be continued)

This is not to encourage backyard wrestling or a garage band attitude. Sometimes the master is not in your neck of the woods and you are the layman and the (fan)expert on the topic. The know-it-all without the nuts.

Band without instruments, then without transportation, but talent could be cooking in your room or with what you do have. The Ace would write down stories on paper and pass them between his sister and his illest cousin from the Creek.

These stories do not exist anywhere anymore. They didn't make the march through time, decay, including digital decay. None of this is archived and will disappear when I stop paying but if I do something super illegal best believe this goes from me wrestling with conflicting thought on a blog through the eyes of an artist. This will become a manifesto and everything I said was 100% to be interpreted, not with a lense, but with a scope in order to disqualify or even dehumanize.

I'm already disqualified. I see the law and no it says things to me that make me wish the opinion was different. How can I justify it or stitch in a silver lining by pointing out that the wounds have healed and the scares aren't recognizable.

It doesn't work like that.

Every apology comes with an unforgiven commentary. She doesn't mean it. That isn't genuine. He is just saying that. They are only sorry because they were caught.

You are damned. When you do the bad stuff you are damned.

If you cop to it damned and potential asked, "Why didn't you leave it alone?"

If you don't cop to it they ask, "Why did you hide it?" As if crime isn't embarrassing.

Not like anyone is accepting of serial killers. Maybe the thrill of only the python, but nobody wants the python if the end is it gets to eat your baby and dog like it wants to do. It wants to be a python, you want to be perceived as a snake guy.

Lionel Dahmer can love his son without co-signing for him. You don't have to turn your back on him. On them, you can love through it. True love. Not sexual attraction or where it goes love, love of Life.

You gotta go in, to get out.

When it comes to writing, look at things like Darwin's on the Orgin of Species or Dr. Luke documenting the accounts of the GodMan of Nazareth.

How do these accounts even make their way through history under the harsh circumstances and overwhelming critics. Not all books that make it are true or the suppression of Truth, but Luke and Darwin are often attacked based on their work and how it changed the landscapes. Similar to C.M. Punk and Shawn Michaels from WWE. I know the rivalry was Punk and Cena and one of HBK's greatest rivals or co-workers was Bret Hart.

See some people think the Montreal Screwjob was a work. Some people think the Resurrection of LIFE was a work. They said the tomb was empty, HBK said he swore to God he had no idea, on camera. Does it make it true because you saw it on camera? Was he acting? Was he acting like he was acting? Did they all know it needed to happen this way and let it play out? Does having a video matter? How else could you know? How can you ask?

Am I talking about wrestling or religion? Maybe struggle (like Israel and Darwin but mention the Struggle with LIFE in their titles, see Darwin's full title for on the Origin of Species and then consider Israel's struggle for LIFE, Life, life) even still the struggle is real. Because from the river to the sea, from a naturalism perspective, covers the spectrum. Spectrum 100%, spectrum internet $100 a month....sheesh, talk about the struggle for life, c.o.l.a., the cost to keep up.

One thing I would do to exercise these muscles, mind muscles, was script wrestling matches, fantasy booking, but practice writing them either typing or with a pencil or with figures.

It is a great way to explore, HBK v. C.M. Punk, I know they were in a couple of tag team matches but I do not recall them mixing it up directly for a 1 v. 1 but lets take a look at what could've been...

So for this experiment, HBK is going to take the bait when C.M. Punk got a jab at him regarding HBK refering to Punk as a fellow sober dude. Punk said, "Anymore..."

Mocking HBK's past. HBK looks at Punk and says, "That's right, Punk!"

"And if you are going to pick up that stone to throw it at me....I just might kick your teeth down your throat."

They could explore why HBK doesn't drink beer and smoke cigarettes and, like Punk, only uses prescription medication when prescribed by a doctor. In order to maintain his chastity and purity. Though an over the counter pharmaceutical tonic based on cocoa leaves or pepsin is A-Ok because, well, everyone likes caffeine.

Perhaps they explore HBK turning to Jesus after a troubled life of being fearless and thinking he is bullet-proof and going with the process that makes one free to the greatest or a life disciplined by fear like Punk, who abstains solely because his dad had a hard time with beer. Thus Punk speaks out freely in fear when he thinks something bad is going to happen, he immediately doubts and sets up frames and gotcha moments. HBK gave no fucks about someone hitting him with a Gotcha Moment. He was going for it. HBK would dunk a basketball, Punk will talk hockey. Both guys dropped an elbow. HBK's entertained like and with Macho Man, Punk does an elbow because he liked Macho Man and you liked Macho Man.

That means that was peak.

The peak was behind us and this the echo.

Who hits the elbow in the match? Is this Bret Hart vesus Sting? A Sharpshooter versus a Scorpion? Is it the same move, one is a scope and sighted, one is a tail, both attack from above and to an opponent below and on a surface. Sniper or Scorpion which is more dangerous. God made them both to do things. To survive, to obtain, but it can also entertain and make a story. You can see a narrative, a flesh becomes word, and you see it when the season becomes a tale of struggle to the Superbowl.

In the WrestleMania Losers Brackett. HBK v. Punk, both having dropped matches to The Deadman at Mania. during the 25-29 years.

If it isn't a case of how does it help Monday Night Raw the next night, Punk takes the L from HBK. Though HBK always makes the opponent look fantastic, and I am sure he'd either take the first GTS and pop up into a 2nd one that leaves him an immediate heap on the mat for the 3 count, but he'd probably counter it with a roll-up like when he pinned Jericho at Mania 19.

Punk may hit HBK with an elbow on a table but HBK's is too pretty and well executed not to demonstrate his hang time and landing. You don't put Baby in the corner. His elbow needs to be on the silver screen on its side aka the squared circle.

I don't know it this would be a feud. It could be settled with a one off but then I'd imagine that would have set up the Mania match that didn't happen because Punk decided to cruise.

Then he trained for a few mma matches, did a run in AEW, and showed back up 9 years later. The landscape had changed and the KOK Triple H was in charge. The guy Punk told to his face, you need me, I don't need you.

Maybe he meant, Knead. As in You knead my back, and I'll knead yours. Remember when the Australian fans were chanting Fuck the Saudis to HHH at the Crown Jewel show in Perth and HHH said, enjoy it while you can....

He is warning us. That wasn't a one off comment. HHH is a type of diabolical leader. He isn't evil, he is human. He knows you all said fuck the saudis.

Punk is putting them over and taking the money. But they were involved in 9-11, right? Didn't Daniel Bryan refuse these shows? Some say our government knew it could happen and let it play out to benefit from the fall-out, before the Montreal Screw-Job everyone including Bret brings up him being screwed over in a submission hold, the events of the New Testament were being rumored and expected during that time based on something everyone knew could happen and they decided to let it play out knowing it could be the best way.

Like the self-consistent universe.

It won't let you go back in time to change the past. The moment you go to kill your grandfather you have a change of heart. No matter the circumstances or reason.

The Server is aware and is The Username and can set in to see you are trying to moderate the older threads and it allows you to imagine it or even see it the other way but you cannot save the changes in the system.

The Words remain. The facts remain but what they mean changes.

Who wins out of Punk and HBK? Who doesn't do drugs on Faith and who doesn't out of Fear. HBK doesn't want to be who he was, does he fear that? Punk is clearly religious in his approach, he is also with his statements on his shirts versus his tweets in the face of tragedy. Punk is who he is because he was a heart broken kid, HBK is who he is because he was once a punk.